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My Lord its been a while   
09:49am 04/10/2006
 
mood: accomplished
music: Five Iron Frenzy
HELLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOO!!!!!!

Im still alive really. haha. Just thought i would catch you all up. Being a mum is soooooo busy. But i love every minute of it. I am currently working at Pickfords (The Removal Company) I figured that the number of times that I have moved makes me perfect for the job. Haha. So im working full time, looking after and raising my beautiful son, and enjoying my life. There is one other section of my life which could be better and that is that i would have somone wh loves me for all that i am, and one day i am sure i will find him but till then i will continue enjoying my life as it is. ^_^ I can hardly wait for Kaylas wedding and liam will look soooo cute in a kilt kayla, its gonna be great.

Anyway other than all of that not much has changed. Still busy all the time and hoping at some point to get over to the USA with my baby. Till then

Talk to ya laters.....
 
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09:22am 15/06/2006
 
mood: calm
music: Muse


Who else is love?
[info]pseudomonas me scripsit anno 2005


How cool is that. haha. Anyway i am fine, just a bit overwhelmed somtimes you know. but thats all good. to all of you who have had a birthday recently....Lauren...Jessica...Brandon....HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!

Love you all.
How does it feel to be old. lol. Talk soon.
Marianne is outta here.....
 
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Recent news   
10:56pm 18/04/2006
  Hello people,

I am still alive. I know it seems like i have fallen off the face of the earth but Liam takes up a whole lot of my time. Especially since at two months he has decided he wants to crawl already. lol. Im so proud.

Other than that, im exhaused, I haven't really been out much and i really wanna get back to the USA but you know how it is.....Money sux.
 
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01:10pm 02/03/2006
 
mood: accomplished
music: Q.O.T.S.A
Heylo everyone.
Just thought i would say that i am sooooooooooooooooo exhaused. Baby's take a lot out of you. lol. Also i am trying to come over in april at some point if i can get the money together. Im just debating on wether or not i will bring liam with me or leave him with his dad. It also kinda depends on getting him a passport. Jeez there is so much you have to do when you have a kid. Its all so crazy tinking that i am a mum. How strange is that. haha. Just think about all you aunts and uncles out there now tho. haha. Anyway all in all he is wonderful and i love him to death. Ill talk to you all soon.

Marianne xxxxx
 
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Im a MUMMY!!!!   
02:23am 15/02/2006
 
mood: crappy
music: anime music
Liam Francis Jack Airey

Its A Boy!

Its A Boy!

Born: Feb 6th, 2006
Time: 9:52am
Weight: 8lbs 1 ounce
Length: 20 inches (51cm)
 
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:(   
11:10pm 29/01/2006
  Ok so i was due yesturday and there is still no sight of this baby. GRRRRRR!!!!!! Im sooooo Tired just let it happen damn it. Anyway just thought id let you know. Love to all  
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Not Long At all now.....   
01:01pm 25/01/2006
  pregnancy


Well the counter says three days but as we all know it could still be another two weeks yet, but OH MY GOD how scary is all this....Nevermind everyone counting down to their 21st birthdays this year Im counting down to this, I have totally forgotten i was gonna be 21 this year, how funny is that. Wow in less that three weeks max im gonna be a mother. Am i realy cut out for this????????
 
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Hey peeps   
12:13pm 13/01/2006
  pregnancy

Heylo everyone.
Just thought i would say hello and let you all know i am still alive. Its not long now till my baby comes. God thats a scary thought but oh well can't change it. Ive been doing a lot of thinking in the last couple of weeks as i am just waiting for this baby to decide its time. Ive been thinking that i am sick of my family being appart and that im gonna try and see if there is anyway for me to find a job in the USA and move back in with my dad. (At first anyway). I just don't think i am going to be happy brining up my baby here. but i don't know, its never that simple. I have never been the kinda person who can put down roots unless i am happy and i already know newcastle is not where i am gonna stay for life.

Anyway im still breathing people, let me know how all of you are.
Peace xxx
 
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Not long NOW!   
10:32pm 10/12/2005
  pregnancy  
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thoughts and tribulations   
09:49am 09/11/2005
 
mood: blah
music: Nickleback
Has anyone else ever thought about how life cuold have been if one thing or another had never happened? I know I have. Especially recently. For the past seven months i have wondered where i would be if things had been different. Would i be married by now? Would i be expecting a child in January? Would i be with someone? Would i be alone?

One thing i do know however is that i would proberbly still be up al night crying myself to sleep for one reason or another. *Sigh*

Life just seems to hard at the minute. Or maybe its just the hormones. Oh well.

Nickleback - Photograph

Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red
And what the hell is on Joey's head

And this is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we'd ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneaking out

And this is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must have done it half a dozen times

I wonder if It's too late
Should i go back and try to graduate
Life's better now then it was back then
If I was them I wouldn't let me in

Oh oh oh
Oh god I

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Remember the old arcade
Blew every dollar that we ever made
The cops hated us hangin' out
They say somebody went and burned it down

We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we know
We said someday we'd find out how if feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel

Kim's the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She's had a couple of kids since then
I haven't seen her since god knows when

Oh oh oh
Oh god I

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

I miss that town
I miss the faces
You can't erase
You can't replace it
I miss it now
I can't believe it

So hard to stay
Too hard to leave it

If I could I relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
Everytime I do it makes me

IM OUT!
 
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04:08pm 13/10/2005
 
The Peach
Random Gentle Love Master (RGLMf)

Playful, kind, and well-loved, you are The Peach.

For such a warm-hearted, generous person, you're surprisingly experienced in both love and sex. We credit your spontaneous side; you tend to live in the moment, and you don't get bogged down by inhibitions like most women your age. If you see something wonderful, you confidently embrace it.

Your exact opposite:
The Nymph

Deliberate Brutal Sex Dreamer
You are a fun flirt and an instant sweetheart, but our guess is you're becoming more selective about long-term love. It's getting tougher for you to become permanently attached; and a guy who's in a different place emotionally might misunderstand your early enthusiasm. You can wreck someone simply by enjoying him.

Your ideal mate is adventurous and giving, like you. But not overly intense.


DREAD: The False Messiah

CONSIDER: The Loverboy, The Playboy, or The Boy Next Door


Link: The 32-Type Dating Test by OkCupid - Free Online Dating.
My profile name: FioreChan
 
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Scan Pics....   
10:44pm 10/10/2005
 
mood: amused
music: Blink 182
Its A Boy!

Its A Boy In Blue!

Ok Lets Try Green!
 
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6 Months Pregnant!   
04:22pm 10/10/2005
  Ok so i am six months pregnant now and today i had my ultrasound, and i found out that i am going to give bith on around January 28th, 2006 to a VERY healthy Baby Boy. There you have it folks a few months to go and that will be that. However the scan is only 70% sure of the sex so it could be wrong but very unlikly.

Ja Ne xxx
 
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01:48pm 29/09/2005
  HASH(0x8d57044)
You're the heartbroken and lonely school girl.
Someone has broken your heart terribly and
you're very afraid of getting hurt again. But
don't worry, somewhere inside of you is a
strand of hope. You'll pull through. Your
coldness and mystery is attractive to some of
the quieter boys at school.


What kind of school girl are you? (cute pics)
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stu
You are the Spirit of Disbelief. You are highly
suspicious of anything that is new and are not
willing to go with change. You could have many
friends if you weren't so cautious. You simply
cannot beleive that there are people who are
genuinely good and nice. Open up more and you
will be the centre of attention. A partner
would be hard for you to find unless they prove
that they are worthy of your trust.


Which stunning spirit of emotion are you? NEW AND IMPROVED! (amazingly beautiful anime pics!)
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08:23pm 31/08/2005
  Well I am finally 20, well, i finally was yesturday. It was a pretty uneventful day but none the less it was a good day. Other than that all is the same.

Write soon. xxx
 
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ok i am sad too   
10:48pm 18/08/2005
  If you've seen 70 or more you're a movie junkie

(1) Rocky Horror Picture show
(2) Grease
(3) Pirates of the Caribbean
( ) The Mexican
( ) Boondock Saints
(4) Fight Club
( ) Starsky and Hutch (orig)
(5) Neverending Story
( ) Blazing Saddles
(6) Airplane
(7) The Princess Bride
(8) Young Frankenstien
(9) AnchorMan: The Legend of Ron Burgandy
( ) Napoleon Dynamite
( ) Saw
( ) White Noise
( )White Oleander
(10) Anger Management
(11) 50 First Dates
( ) Jason X
(12) Scream
(13) Scream 2
(14) Scream 3
(15) Scary Movie
(16) Scary Movie 2
(17) Scary Movie 3
(18) American Pie
(19) American Pie 2
(20) American Wedding
(21) Harry Potter
(22) Harry Potter 2
(23) Harry Potter 3
(24) Resident Evil I
( ) Resident Evil 2
(25) The Wedding Singer
( ) Little Black Book
(25) The Village
( )Donnie Darko
(26) Lilo & Stitch
(27) Finding Nemo
( ) Finding Neverland
( ) 13 Ghosts
( ) Signs
(28) The Grinch
(29) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
( ) White Chicks
(30) Butterfly Effect
( ) Thirteen going on 30
(31) I, Robot
(32) Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
(33) Universal Soldier
( ) Lemony Smicket's A Series Of Unfortunate Events
(34) Along Came A Spider
(35) Deep impact
(36) KingPin
(37) Never Been Kissed
(38) Meet The Parents
(39) Meet the Fockers
( ) Eight Crazy Nights
( ) A Cinderella Story
(40) The Terminal
( ) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Passport to Paris
(41) Dumb & Dumber
(42)Dumb & Dumberer
(43) Final Destination
(44) Final Destination 2
(45) Halloween
(46) The Ring
(47) The Ring 2
(48) Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle
(49) Practical Magic
(50) Chicago
( ) Ghost Ship
( ) From Hell
(51) Hellboy
(52) Secret Window
( ) I Am Sam
( ) The Whole Nine Yards
( ) The whole TEN yards
(53) The Day After Tomorrow
(54) Child's Play
(55) Bride of Chucky
(56) Ten Things I Hate About You
( ) Just Married
(57) Gothika
( ) Nightmare on Elm Street
(58) Sixteen Candles
(59) Coach Carter
(60) Bad Boys
(61) Bad Boys 2
( ) Joy Ride
(62) Se7en
(63) Oceans Eleven
(64) Oceans Twelve
( ) Identity
( ) Lone Star
(65) Bedazzled
(66)Predator I
( ) Predator II
(67) Independence Day
( ) Cujo
( ) A Bronx Tale
( ) Darkness Falls
( ) Christine
(68) ET
( ) Children of the Corn
( ) My boss' daughter
(69) Maid in Manhattan
( ) Frailty
( ) Best Bet
(69) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(70)She's All That
(71) Calendar Girls
( ) Sideways
(72) Mars Attacks
( ) Event Horizon
(73) Ever After
(74) Forrest Gump
( ) Big Trouble in Little China
(75) X-men
(76) X-2: X-Men United
(77) Jeepers Creepers
(78) Jeepers Creepers 2
(79) Catch Me If You Can
(80) The Others
(81) the original Freaky Friday
(82) Reign of Fire
(83) Cruel Intentions
(84) The Hot Chick
( ) Swimfan
( ) Miracle
(85) Old School
( ) Ray
(86) The Notebook
(87) K-Pax
(88) Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
(89)Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
(90) Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
(91) A Walk to Remember
( ) Boogeyman
(92) Hitch
(93)The Fifth Element
(94) Star Wars episode I The Phantom Menace
(95) Star Wars episode II Attack of The Clones
(96) Star Wars episode III Revenge of The Sith
(97) Star Wars episode IV A New Hope
(98) Star Wars episode V The Empire Strikes Back
(99) Star Wars episode VI Return of The Jedi...
(100) Troop Beverly Hills
( ) Swimming with Sharks
(101) Air Force One
( ) For Richer or Poorer
(102) Trainspotting
( ) People Under the Stairs
( ) Blue Velvet
(103) Sound of music
(104) Parent Trap 1
(105)Parent Trap 2
( ) The Burbs
(106) The Terminator
( ) Empire Records
( ) SLC Punk
(107) Meet Joe Black
(108) American History X
( ) Clerks
( ) Be Cool
( ) Get Shorty
(109)When Harry Met Sally
(110)Moulin Rouge
(111)Willie Wonka and the Chocolate Factory
(112)Charlie and the Chocolate Factory

Wow 112 movies on that list that i have seen. thats funny!
 
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05:19pm 18/08/2005
 

What Pattern Are You?



Yay that was fun.
 
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Creepy   
05:10pm 04/08/2005
  Hey just found out the day my baby is due, is also the day my great grandad would have been 100! How creepy, especially as this baby is finding every way possible to be born, yeah it wasn't planned, but it was also a major shock as...we were really carful and completly safe too. How strange.  
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Mariah Carey - We Belong Together   
05:09pm 04/08/2005
  I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you, so
I should have held on tight
I never shoulda let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself
Cause I didn't know you
Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt

The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, cause baby
(We belong together)

[chorus]
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together

Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together

I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Saying to me
"If you think you're lonely now"
Wait a minute
This is too deep (too deep)
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
I only think of you
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart

I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things, crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
It ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life, baby

[chorus]
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together

Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together, baby

[chorus]
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together

Who am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby, baby
We belong together
 
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Gone for Good!   
11:15pm 28/07/2005
 
mood: blank
music: war of the worlds
The summer sun is fading as the year grows old
And darker days are drawing near
The winter winds will be much colder
Now you're not here
I watch the birds fly south across the autumn sky
And one by one they disappear
I wish that I was flying with them
Now you're not here

~ * ~ * ~

Like the sun through the trees you came to love me
Like a leaf on a breeze you blew away

~ * ~ * ~

Through autumn's golden gown we used to kick our way
You always loved this time of year
Those fallen leaves lie undisturbed now
'Cause you're not here
'Cause you're not here
'Cause you're not here

~ * ~ * ~

Like the sun through the trees you came to love me
Like a leaf on a breeze you blew away

~ * ~ * ~

A gentle rain falls softly on my weary eyes
As if to hide a lonely tear
My life will be forever autumn
'Cause you're not here
'Cause you're not here
'Cause you're not here
 
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